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Forlatt.

The Fog!*

So unknown..So unnamed..
So unsung..So unheard..
In this misty feeling..
that holds you and me..
We walk through this fog blindly..
You from one end..
And I from the other..
Why dont I care?
And why dont you?
Just trusting that fogs mortality..
And the rise of everything new..
Smiling in Singing impossibilities..
Just cuz we know..
whether this fog stays or goes,
We shall hold each other..
even if not together..
:)

* (c) She ;)

Love

My name, a random stream of letters,
My heart, a jumbled mess of feelings,
My mind, full of insane ideas,
My body, a foreign vessel,
My identity, unknown and unknowing

Who am I?
Why am I here?
Where is here?
Who is this person, spending his days in a dream, controlling me?
My thoughts are scattered, I can't see, can't breathe...

Warmth, you eyes on me, on this man, spending his days in a dream..
Who are you? Why, oh why, do I feel like this?
Your head resting against my shoulder, My heart flutters,
What am I thinking? I see you from afar,
Do you see me? Can you hear me?
I retreat, headache, wanting but cautious,
Can I trust you? Can I trust myself?
Cold... You look away, I can't stand not knowing, but I'm to afraid to speak.
How? Oh how can I tell you?
Kind and gentle.... but the words, the remarks, the jokes...
My head is in the clouds, this woman, me, spending her days in a dream,
I long to speak, to say the words, but I am paralyzed, I can't go through with this!

Help, someone, please....

Your arms around my shoulders, I shiver, the tiny glint of doubt, the minuscule shread of distrust....

I love you.

The words jump, unbidden, to my lips, my heart stops,
Will you accept? Will you cast me aside?

What can I do?

I wake, see the world, dark and cold, and hide, digging deeper in the sheats, I can't tell you, I just can't.

I'm lost without you

The world fades away, the dark, my doubt, refuses to let go, your face a fuzzy picture in the distance, I retreat, shelter my hope, I will, I must tell you, because...

I love you.

Silence - II

Silence speaks
Silence speaks to none
When it speaks you should listen
silence listens now

Silence.

When silence speaks, there’ll never be,
More moments of tranquility.

Dreams.

Sun in the earth.. sunflower
Bird in the air ...rain
Eye within eye... daybreak

Streets we have never walked on
Windows we have never opened
Hands we have never held
Dreams we shall never ..never see again

Sun in the earth.. sunflower
Bird in the air ...rain
Eye within eye... daybreak

Lives we have never lived
Hopes ..we have never realized
Fires we have never lit
Loves we shall never .. never make again

Sun in the earth sunflower
Bird in the air rain
Eye within eye daybreak

Sun in the earth sunflower
Bird in the air rain
Eye within eye daybreak

I hear those strange whispers again....


A english poem in 'baavra man' song.

So Near......So Far

Your memories stay with me
So close to my heart
So close that I can see
How much you mean to me

So far that I have to rely on memories
The memories that I try to hold
But fade a little more each day

Though you are miles away
Your so close in my heart
As though my fingers hold the key
The key between you and me

So don't give up hope
Somehow I promise you
Someday we will be together
And hold each other in a warm embrace

And when that day comes
I will be the happiest person around
But untill that day comes
You are so near yet so far