Midnight,Moonlight and a Dark romance.

The moon is only half full
like my smile is half real
my head is still filled
with the memories of you
that brought me so much joy
then so much pain

the tears are not mine this time
but yours
and the stars fall from my sky
as if to tell me
that there's nothing I can do
but sit back and watch them fall

and as much as I reach to you
the sky gets darker
the moon just gets smaller
until I cant even fake a smile


Title : Midnight,Moonlight and a Dark romance. - Empyrium [..Der wie ein Blitz vom Himmel fiel...]
Pic : My tutty Nokia 6300. (Insti ground)

The Dew.

I love nature,I love winter sunlight,I love Dew,I love Green Leaves,I love waterfalls,I love Forests,I love Trees and did i mention that i love Dew ? :D










The dew,
like fresh tears,
from a lonely night,
I take them in my palm,
and kiss them,
let them slide into my mouth
The dew,
as soft, sweet pearls,
that made me forget,
that yesterday, was made from pain

Gulluism*

I don't know..I sit..I stare..I think..I blink..Nothing comes..Just stays despair...I try..I cry..Cause I seek..Whats not there..I breath..the blood..my cuts..the pain..in vain..I breath..No life..Just called as life..white,so white..Not bryt..No light..I hide...in fright..I sleep..I dream..the unseen..because the reality..the brutality..makes me scream..blows out light..every beam..nothing..Nothing I am..Nothing you are..I wont accept this..Do u accept? All I accept is..metamorphosis..No bliss..Just this..I love..I smile..for what I have..no one has..what I see..No one sees..I smile ..cause I know..everything is..just for a while..Where if not here..?wud it go somewhere..?No air..Nowhere..Do i care..I do..I try not to..cause Ill cry..cause Ill sigh..Cause its not there..an illusion so high..in my mind..or the sky..Nothing..I am..Nothing..you are..But i try..i cry..I forgive..cant forget..I move on..no big storm..everything shone..still nothing shone..nothing wrong..why so unknown..when everythings shown..like u yeah..I was born..Now a stone..n I move on..Like no big storm..just a stone..but moving on..cause i love..i smile..all i know is
everything is for a while..



* Not written by me :)

Exams.

See,This Happens when i make notes :| :D







Just before design methodology exam.

iSmile

And I smile forced to watch them and embrace
Holding my truest feelings in careful check
Closing doors in my mind locking them tight shut
feelings shuttered behind masks elaborate facade

A heart breaking beneath the elaborate facade
underneath the careful masquerade and illusion
spilling congratulations carefully rehearsed
Acting the bright smile to hide the cracking inside

Laughter bubbling up to hide inside sorrow
Raising glasses and calling to the couple
Inside I am tortured being made to listen
idle chatter about how happy they are

Fraudulently agreeing enthusiastically
Nodding they make a picture perfect pair
The drink tasteless in the glass I raise to toast
As the lie leaves my lips another piece of me dies

Tears trails show I can’t hide them
I fake my claim for tears of joy this time
Hugging both tightly pulled close arms lingering
Perhaps about one just a fraction longer

For the sake of a friendships remain silent
vow to say nothing but well wishes
No words on a concealed broken heart
Eyes only for each other I’m one in the crowd

Love being loved in the arms of another
Every touch and glance between them
Saccharine Sweet but a knife wound
Every kiss - hidden agony the blade twists

Still I smile…