save me

I love you
NO! I hate you!

I love myself
NO! I HATE IT ALL!

I'm sitting here
Regretting the past

Loving and hating
The future I have

No medication
Can clam this me

And no drive can
Make me what I wish to be

I'm tired of being the devil
I'm tired of being an angel

I want to be normal
I want to be sane

But I long for insanity
And love who I am

Do I? Do I really?
Yes and no, a depressing answer

I'm going to kill myself!
I can't kill myself!

I'm calling your name
And cursing it to

Loving myself
And hating you

Hating myself
And loving you

Forgive who I am
I am diseased and sick

And what I am
There is no cure

I'm tired of trying
To be number one

And yet I want more
Of the spotlight

I'm dying inside
To say this now

And living in hate
As I love being greedy

Someone save me
Someone kill me

Save me from this world
PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!

I need an end
I need no end

I want forever
I want it never

Save my Mind!
Save my Life!

Kill me!
Don't Kill Me!

I need a savior
Save me.


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oct 24th,2:23 pm