Wednesday, July 18

LOVE

Love is a book that never ends.
Love is a road with dead ends.
Love is a fairy tale and a nightmare.
Love is a warm embrace and a harsh stare.
Love is a rose with beauty and thorns.
Love is understanding, love is scorn.

Love is the warm fuzzy feeling in your gut.
Love is a child.
Love is a slut.
Love is time and space itself.
Love is a bad hand thats been dealt.
Love is a fullhouse.
Love is a royal flush.
Love is a scream.
Love is a hush.

Love is a horse beautiful and free.
Love is chains that bind you and me.
Love is powerful.
Love is weak.
Love is strong.
Love is meek.
Love is painful and downright annoying.
Love is the ability to keep on going.

Love is the rock that never fails to get stuck in your shoe.
Love is the kiss that kept you through.
Love is a victory a celebration.
Love is a detrement and a strange creation

Love is a virtue.
Love is peace.
Love is a building thats always up for lease.
Love is the land lord that kicks you out.
Love is the rainstorm that demolishes the drout.
Love is a hug a sigh and a yell.
Love is heaven, and love is HELL!

Friday, July 13

No-Name-For-It

Welcome reader,
Grab a seat,
Please sit down.
Relax and enjoy
All I say,
Don't tense up,
Just relax,
Be at ease.
You may hear alot of screaming and yelling,
Swearing of the matter,
But please enjoy,
And don't be affraid.

Why am I here?
Why am I confused?
Why do I have to do this?
Why am I even apart of it?
I never wanted to be.

Who said I wanted to be,
Who said I wanted to be fucked up,
Who said I need help,
Please answer me.

You got no right to blame me,
You got no right to say its not your fuckin fault.
You got no right to say anything!!!!
No, you got no fuckin right.

Get out of here,
Get out of my mind,
Get out of my room,
Get out of my life.
Theres the door.

Leave me alone,
Leave me in peace,
Leave me in my room,
Leave me to cry.
Go.

Stop talking,
Stop telling me what to do,
Stop whispering your words,
Stop screaming in my ear.
Fuck you.

Scream Fuck!
Scream I don't love you,
Scream Your worthless piece of shit,
Scream To me.
Loud.

Cry And blame it on me,
Cry your eyes out in frustration,
Cry and wait for me to comfort you,
Cry because I'm worthless,
Cry because I am here and I put stress on you.
I Smile.

I love you more then anyone,
I love you because of who you are,
I love you your worth it,
I love you,
Because I hate you.

Now dear reader,
Do you now understand?
Please tell me what you think,
Please tell me the truth,
I'll be waiting,
I'll read what you have to say,
Just write it down,
And everything will be alright,
So relax,
Let me say one last thing...

FUCK YOU,
YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!

You know what life?
YOUR A FUCKIN BITCH!!

Thursday, July 12

Never say goodbye,Say see u later

staying up tonight
this time without you
my thoughts are getting the best of me
ironically
my thoughts are of you
why? only i could know
yet at that moment i couldn't even breathe
words escape me
only memories remain

hands in my pockets
nothing but holes in the bottoms
that's what being with you meant to me
days gone missing, unnoticed to the mind
but i'm not caring
they were worth it
every single one of them

when i was with you
god, how different it was
things i saw were unnatural to the mind
like observing the world through
kaleidescope eyes
odd, but simply amazing
things i felt, only we could experience
and that was cool in it's own little way

but now, you're out of touch
and im out of time
i don't want you to be out of touch
time just can't change though
so, i'm happy with the times we've spent
good or bad, because i spent that time well
i hope you did too...

you will be missed, yet, never gone to me
sure, things will be unlike what they used to be
it's just how things have to flow
with you, or with out you
im still yours and
your still mine..

so, so long
but i'm sure not for too long

Saturday, July 7

HE

He turned up at work
Just like every other day
And like everyday he felt the same

No one knowing the things he faces
No one knowing the dreams now faded

Everything fine
he says with a smile
When all he really wants to do is die

If you only knew the thoughts in his head
Or the tears that soak the tissues red

Attention is not what he seeks
One lonely heart
he has to keep

Shut everyone out
And look in from outside
he lets out the silence
With one big cry

No one hears
No one sees
No one cares
Someone leaves

Hard on the outside
But a mess within
One thing to comfort
Break t to the skin

A few drops turns into a stream
Into a flood
Then into a dream

It doesn’t hurt now
It doesn’t feel
Wait this isn’t a dream
This is real

Tuesday, July 3

Silent Whispers

A silent whisper fills the dark room.
Another night without my sanity.
Interrupted kisses in the middle of crowds.
The strangest echo of something in my head.
A horrible feeling of deja-vu.
I have already been here before,
and seen these things of which I speak of.
As I feel my grip on reality slip,
I see the wrongs I've done in my life,
and I laugh out loud.
The sound scares me and I quickly stop.
I lay here shaking, thinking this is it.
I have finally gone over the edge,
and now I'm falling, fast, to the ground.
My eyes are clouding from the sweat and tears.
I wonder if I could right my wrongs,
before I reach my end.
If I have the strength to face my fears.
I scream out all my pain,
and the sound brings me to myself.
It seemed so real, but it was only a dream.
Somewhere behind closed curtains,
I find that the silent whispers belong to me.

Monday, July 2

Cigarettes

When I was smaller, I was wiser,
I didn't drink or smoke,
Just sat around on my arse all day,
Laughing at silly jokes,

I always laughed and smiled,
People thought I was the best,
But now all I do is,
Smoke fucking cigarettes,

I lost all my reasons,
A long, long time ago,
For staying in this stupid world,
Out of which I cannot grow,

I think I'll wait for cancer,
Don't want it, but can't forget,
That I've no escape from dying unmarried,
Smoking fucking cigarettes,

Fuck them all

in open

fuck you
fuck me
fuck us
fuck everything

fuck him
fuck her
fuck them
fuck the lover

fuck my empty heart
fuck the lies that tore me apart
fuck these four walls
and fuck your churches stand so tall

fuck my persistent beat
fuck the life i choose to lead
fuck the highest of the highs
and fuck the color of your eyes

fuck the empty momentos
fuck the songs with upbeat tempos
fuck songs written in majors
and fuck hearts open to the fevers

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

fuck her for fucking you
fuck you for fucking her
fuck her for fucking me
fuck off for fucking everything

fuck the handwritten notes
fuck my thoughts on hopes
fuck my hearts broken keys
fuck me fuck you fuck everything




In darkness






fuck your little smile
and your teasing little eyes
fuck your tender touches
and fuck your little lies
fuck everything about you
everything that drew me in
the reason why im drowning
the reason i cant swim
you said you\'d fucking be there
but you werent when i needed you most
fuck your petty excuses
to me youre just a ghost
a spirit that wont leave me
or give me fucking peace
all i want is your arms around me
and for that im losing sleep
you just keep denying me
of the love i know is mine
im desperate cuz i need you
where do i draw the line?
i love you but i hate you
and for that i say fuck this
refusing me everything ive given
ignoring my only wish...

Good or Evil

Burned at the stake
for various sins committed
Condemned to death
as many before you
The wicked perished into
the Burning Gates of Hell
The Rise of the Underworld
Rise up from the spumes
of Burning Ash
Tortured souls crying
out for HELP!
Screams of Terror
fill the Red sky
Demons terrizing the streets
The Eyes of The dead
filled with hatred for
those who dare condemn them

The Rise and Fall of
all thats Pure
is upon them
The cup of Blood Split
on the table
The two Worlds Collide
A war between them Begins
Theres a thin line between
Good and Evil
The line is Drawn as
the Clock hits Dawn
Both fighting for the
same thing Freedom
Freedom to walk the Earth
for all Eternity.