Ek kavi ki mrityu

"Kyun main kavi banne ki koshish karta hoon ?
Kyun main hamesha jhagdata hoon,
is kalam se ?
apane vicharo se ?
apne aap se ?
yahi sochkar ki likhu tto kya likhu ?
udasi se bhari kavita aur nahi likh sakta main,
na hi tere jaane ke gam ko lekar,
shabd hai par vicharo ki kami hai,
vicharo ke gahre samunder me dubu bhi tto kaise ?
isame dubne ki nishani aaj bhi aankho me nami hai"


I decided not to write after writing this but poemist me( ya if u call novelist to one who writes novels :P/)..