drowning into ashes

The memories of my past
Lay singed on the ground
The ashes scattered everywhere
My scars burn with the fire
The flames of my rage
I fall into the deep pit of ashes
They suffocate me
Leaving a bitter taste on my lips
And black soot marks my body
I'm drowning in these ashes
The ashes of my past
Kicking
Screaming
Thrashing
I see the ghosts that haunt me
The burdens that crush
The regrets that mock me
My previous life flashes before me
This horrid images returning
Fighting
Arguing
Yelling
I remember crying in the corner
Feeling so alone and hating every second
Memories so vivid in my mind
Those I tried to forget
Tried to block out for so long
I tremble in fear and pain
As the ashes overtake me
Reminding me of everything
Everything I hated.