Cigarettes

When I was smaller, I was wiser,
I didn't drink or smoke,
Just sat around on my arse all day,
Laughing at silly jokes,

I always laughed and smiled,
People thought I was the best,
But now all I do is,
Smoke fucking cigarettes,

I lost all my reasons,
A long, long time ago,
For staying in this stupid world,
Out of which I cannot grow,

I think I'll wait for cancer,
Don't want it, but can't forget,
That I've no escape from dying unmarried,
Smoking fucking cigarettes,